wow, its really been ages since i last posted. almost 6 months! i guess i don't really have a need for this anymore. I've found great friends that are always around for me, always there to listen to me. well, I'm now here in glasgow, slightly over 2 months into the course. these part 2 months have disappeared so quickly- friendships formed and friendships broken. there are things i miss that i simply cannot have, or things that will never happen. i left all my regrets and unresolved problems back home. never actually realized i wanted a fresh start here until someone else brought it up. but unfortunately... i brought along bits of my past that i just cannot ditch. on the bright side, i can safely and fully said that I've moved on. I've forgiven myself and I'm not proud of it, but life really does go on. in other news, the weather here is awesome compared to singapore actually. its nice and cool and not like SWELTERING. but there are some super cold days that makes me just wanna stay in right next to whenever my temperamental heater decides to work. less than a month till I'm homebound!